10:18 p.m

Oh man...I feel so...empty.

I just came back from the movies with my friends. I should've had fun. I should've seen 'The Village' and would therefore be able to cross it off my list. I should've felt like I had a social life. Somehow, something happened and all of that went to crap.

I won't re-hash what happened exactly. It's too complicated and it really isn't my story to tell. All I can say is that my best friends really don't belong in my world anymore. Even though these guys are the best, I just can't help but feel like I've breached into alien territory everytime I'm around them. So I have two choices:

a) Become a long-term member of this territory (fat chance...they're too...INTERLINKED)
or
b) Create my own territory and successfully shut them out (fatter chance for obvious reasons...antisocial tendencies being one of them)

Maybe this is the angst stuff I've been reading about so much. Then again, the angst described in books are almost never this lonely.