10:56 p.m

That's right...I am actively censoring myself. So shoot me.

Yeah, I did what I quietly promised myself I would never do...which is NOT to delete
any post no matter how stupid it may sound because (in case you couldn't tell), I usually
only enter stuff when I'm full of emotion, good or bad (usually the latter) and I don't want
to just deny that the emotion ever happened because I feel that for this blog to be truly cathartic, I need to just allow myself to be me (take THAT Dr. Phil!). In any which case, I deleted a post because I felt it sounded stupid, contrived, and ultimately not a thing that
I would say or mean (which is a little difficult to justify because I did SAY it and I did
MEAN it...at the time anyway).

So I'm a little more concerned about keeping face now that I'm allowing comments again.

Speaking of, and this is just me humouring the fact that someone might actually be
READING this piece of crap on the web, please be nice. Seriously. I'm a sensitive
person and by saying something mean, you'll hurt me right here *points to heart
...or, actually, slightly to the left of center on chest*

Susceptibly yours,

X

Today I (in no particular order): Woke up, ate chicken and rice cake things for
breakfast, watched the opening scenes of 28 Days Later, surfed the net for
a million hours, had L call me out of the blue, talked to L in what turned out to be a truly boring and awkward phone convo, blocked and deleted L from MSN list,
procrastinated doing homework, downloaded (gasp!) 'One' by Three Dog Night, looked up 'Apathy', thought and thought and THOUGHT about own feature-length script, thought briefly on script for class, cooked meat (?) for lunch and ate it with LT (too salty), had A return 'Quills', considered researching Marquis de Sade for history&decided not to, watched 'Ginger Snaps' 'Kissed' and 'Notorious C.H.O' trailers on Video Detective, tied hair up
in a bandana-like thing with sarong that came with French Vogue, ate lasagna for dinner,
typed up heart-spewing blog entry&posted it, deleted entry, started new entry, watched Futurama and Family Guy, attempting to start Writer's Craft homework...