10:43 p.m

Oh man...I knew it was too good to last. Being happy never lasts...I should know, as I have reverberated back to melancholy. Shit.

Didn't see M's show after all...her fault though for giving the wrong fucking directions. I need to learn how to drive so at least I don't piss my mom off...

I feel like such a fucking kid. I don't fucking DO anything...I'm surrounded by my parents 24/7, I don't drive, I don't go out, I do FUCKING NOTHING and it's starting to PISS THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I mean, shit, I might as well be thirteen again for all the crap I haven't done...I'm not saying I ought to be some pot-smoking, diseased cunt, crack whore, but I'm WAY overdue for the whole rebelling thing. Maybe next year when I move out I'll get to do that...but not even, 'cause I'll probably have loads of shit to do with a job and the university thing.

Ok, I'm tired of ranting. Actually, I'm just fucking tired. Don't expect an entry before the weekend's over.

Just...yours,

X

What I did today in no particular order: Nothing.