8:41 p.m

Mondays are gross. However, I can safely say that Sundays are now the new Mondays, making Tuesdays the new Wednesdays, making Thursdays the new Fridays, meaning Fridays technically don't count as a school day. But I digress...

Anyway, today wasn't too bad actually. I got a bunch of really great marks for history assignments I didn't really work for (90% on a test I didn't study for...I rule!) and a bunch of other crap that happened that isn't really important enough to mention.

However, that isn't to say I'm still up from my down that occurred last Friday. No, not at all. If anything, the weekend only intensified my bad mood, and Monday, well...Monday acted as all Mondays do, and sucked even though it wasn't really bad (does this make sense?). What I really need is an endorphin high...so maybe I ought to go run...but not right now 'cause it's dark and the last thing I want is to be too winded to escape a possible rapist or something (yeah, that's the Mean World Syndrome for you).

I feel inexplicably angry...I think it's more frustration than anger, but it leads to rage just the same...I just feel extremely violent and want to tear things to fucking pieces...I was watching a movie that equated violence to sex (Ginger Snaps, go see it, it's awesome), so maybe that means I'm horny...lol...what a laugh am I.

Seriously, I'm the most asexual person I know...I don't even liked to be hugged...I guess it means I just want to kill something 'cause I have a lot of rage inside me. Hmmmm...

Anyway, today's posting is quite disturbing...I'm probably going to regret posting this later but I'll worry about that when it comes.

Rage-a-holic-ally yours,

X

What I did today in no particular order: woke up, took a freezing shower (suffering=character lol), breakfast (drank milk too fast = tummy ache), Writer's Craft, elections assembly (GO S!...he won by the way...SUPER), English (stupid), lunch, guidance appointment (I got a 67 in Calculus...low, but YAY! I passed...which I did not expect at all), History (90% on test and 90% on presentation...I RULE!), after school drama course (nothing of note), came home, had dinner, made audition posters for drama, am GOING TO READ AND HOPEFULLY FINISH TTOTS (oh, for the love of God X....), ran, blog entry, eventually sleep...