7:18 p.m.
So I'm happy, yes...more relieved that actually full-out happy, you know? I still have other stuff to worry about...mostly dumb stupid things that won't matter in a few months, but yeah, still stuff.
Ok, so it's HIM. The guy. Fuck him, seriously, mondo to the max. I mean, why do I always devote so much thought and affection to people I really, in truth, don't know that well, certainly who doesn't know me as well as some people. I mean, sure, we're friends, but it's a pretty casual thing. I guess it's the whole peer-pressure, pairing-up thing...but I think about him all the time and I figure, if I can't have him, I'd rather not have his friendship. It sounds selfish but DAMMIT, that's how it's going to be.
I kind of wish now I didn't push L away.
I'm NOT D.I.F.S.L. anymore, ok? I'm D.I.F.G....; ) feel special. I know YOU can't hurt me.
Yours...
D.I.F.G.
posted by ... @ 4:18 PM
2 Comments:
Doing It For Gays?
I admire your crusade to make homosexuality more aware through blogging.
But seriously, is the G for Gareth?! If so I feel special :D YAY!
; )
You should feel special...I get to enjoy your witty remarks without having to go through the trouble of actually being in your company. That's the perfect kind of relationship if you ask me.
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