10:32 p.m.

I'm so stupid. I came so close to telling him. He asked for a giant secret. I said, ok, but only if you tell me one after I said mine. He said, "Ok."

I said: "I've been in love with the same guy for a year."

I could've said "I've been in love WITH YOU for over a year."

I could've said "I love you, I love you, I love you blindly, ignorantly, with no meaning other than the fact that I can't have you, I love you I love ILOVEYOU!!!!"

He said: "My secret is...I failed bio."

Great.

He has a girlfriend. He's happy with his girlfriend. They were voted Cutest Couple. I made the right decision. Right?

Ugh. I'm so sick of this.