5:34 p.m

I've come to the conclusion that I swear way too much...both in writing and orally...so, to 'sanitize' my entry (or entries...depending on how I feel), I will now use the term *fiddlesticks* whenever I feel the urge to swear.

Today was not a bad day at all...I feel oddly happy but I'm not too sure why, only now I'm afraid I'll be unhappy...which is what always happened because I am a most messed-up individual.

Anyway, I had my interview for assistant stage manager today for the Theatrics Society (a nice little title for what is, essentially, a drama club). I have no idea what my impression was, but I think I may have said something that would make Mrs. S reluctant to assign the job to me (I said I got overwhelmed by lots of movement in large spaces...g'doing! I'm such a *fiddlesticks*.

THEN I had to stay after school to man the door for the rest of the auditions, though there really wasn't much need (all these birds in my school...holy *fiddlesticks* crickey...when you schedule an audition, you might want to *fiddlesticks* show up, *FIDDLESTICKS*!) Essentially what I did was talk movies with D, which was quite enjoyable because I think she's the only person aside from myself who is constantly on cinematic brain mode...everything's a movie to us.

Speaking of, we start filmming tomorrow! It's a short called 'Girls' which we're entering into the Marion Drysedale competition...it'll be so awesome. I really hope we manage to get a second camera 'cause I would really want to do some shooting...we might have a problem getting our 'mean girls posse' together though...no worries, no worries...I'm hoping for the best...I'm thinking positive for a change 'cause being happy is better than being unhappy.

I have 'discovered' a new author...well, not really discover as recently become aware of and thus joining a bandwagon of so many others... 'HITCHHIKER'S GUIDE TO THE GALAXY' IS HILARIOUS...I know I've been totally out of touch 'cause apparently it's got a huge cult following, so don't laugh. Anyway, it's a good thing and it's a bad thing, 'cause I still need to read 'A Clockwork Orange'...*fiddlesticks*...

(fill in the blank)-ingly yours,

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